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wats bfb...

back from bali... haha.. it was an eye opener.. im glad i took it.. fun n great..

slow n steady... maybe it may come true after all. smiles..

somehow the kick comes back.. kinda rem how it looks like. sun shines bright.. birds flying.. haha.. like some weird show off california.. hmm... nice..

go swimming tml... yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tc guys...

last nite in sg

kare-okay was fun... been a while since i had fun wif the bros.. thnks for the nite bros.. soccer n all.. leg all crampy..

going off tml.. time to relax.. chill n all..

tc mom.. tc family.. tc baby.. hehe qalieshah... gonna miss u...

tc work.. saleh, hakim, yasin, munir, ashikin, kus, nazeer, shafiq, farid, dyn, ifah.. i think got no one else.. miss ya..

holiday b4 reservist.. always a trend.. haha.. 2 yrs in a row..

after this month.. i think its whack time.. hopefully in time..

sorry judy.. cant meet u.. i wanted to prep for my trip.. tats y i was kinda hesitant abt meetin on wed. tc k. if time allows.. maybe soon. hope ur well.

have to go... time running fast.. its 409am liao.. rest well sg...

mmmmmm sleeeeppppp

woke up kinda late.....
cant blame... i was kinda tired from lying on the bed... damn i need to concuss again.... urgh...

kinda hooked to one republic's album...starry... dreamy dreamy.. shiok...
den think of baby... heeeeeeeheeeee...... grin to myself on the way to work... lol.... eveyrone so dreamy and zombie... im the only guy smiling out loud....

heee.... siao... lol....
so i decided to put a nice pic on my blog... so everytime come online into my blog can see.. smiles.~~~

come here you.... muacks.. kiss kiss....
hehe...

wishy washy.....
oh no.. i shld be slping... so late... gosh... anou... tml so fast.... eek.... den left my holidays.... yessa.... rest rest...


miss u baby. come here again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just like heaven

seeing something only you can?

hmmm..... nice.... poking into ppls bodies like.... dunno... like it felt something.... i wonder how it'll be like to be a spirit... jus like heaven... poke poke.... wave wave...

den like so freeeee..... but not freee.... hmm... imagine...

filing up my spaces with loads of movies... cool.... oh no.... i din touch lenny for a while... sorry lenny... b4 i slp i play u k.... jane also... oh no..... janey....

met up wif my new love, lizzy... so in love wif her... gosh.... lenny... janey... lizzy...


spent the whole day wif saleh... cool.. kinda... haha... found out tml he not off... wat de....



oh oh... tml friday!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok crazy... dots.... eek!!!!!!!! tml friday........ sadz......... one more day to weekend... end of week... weeekeeeennnndddd..... i wonder why dey dun name week day as weekstart.... weekend is end of week... den shld have week-start... cos des mid-week.... or maybe der is a week-start.... is der?

i dunnnnooooo....


bugger.... buggery....
u know wats buggery?... no its not a bug factory... not a bakery of bugs either.... someone who bugs? nope.... go find in a dictionary... hehe....

with regards to myself

congrats to my dear fish.... well done...

it makes me happy to see ppl i know achieve something. des a smile on the face.


dinner was sublime. stepped outside for a breather. welcomed by the crimson sky at nite. wind brushing by my face. my body. my cheeks. i miss you too, i said...

sat down watching jumper on my portable player. "look after you"-the fray... looking off into the sky made me wonder.. wld anyone feel the same.. going thru this feeling.. the singer did.. wanting to say wat you wanted... something so unbearable tat it'll break u inside out.. wishing u cld do something.. look after you..

i smiled.. im glad i am.. smiles each time i see.. 3 ppl in my life... mom... baby.. n my love... im glad... perhaps if u have no purpose.... or u lost ur purpose.... rem these 3... in my situation i mean... so cute... one u respect... one u can kiss... one u can poke... thinking abt it jus makes u smile...

i need a breather then... now... i love the crimson sky....

silence

i figured i dunno wat to give for this post. i mean the title.


2008. looking back into the years wer its suppose to mean something. mean something alot to me.

elders always look back on the things they should have done. things they wish they cld. be someone they wan. someone they'd be proud of.

4yrs since then. its the same as dropping of the ladder i've tried so hard to climb. hoho. perseverence. haha. i keep laughin.

im glad im here. so many ppl i've met. so many ppl i realised tat arent worth the time. so many things more imp then others. lead your own life. be happy wif ur own life.

each step we walk to follow someone. grow up looking for someone. growing up holdin on to someone. ever tot of being the one to lead. the one wer only u wld understand. only someone wld ever tot of look up to. lead ur own life. lead ur happiness. lead ur love one.

no one wld make u happy. words of the air. bad air. good air. nothing. dun feel anything. only self reliance. only u decide ur own fate.

smiles.... 4yrs eh... still the same..


gotta get up early... i love u mom....

watch me bleed

The silence keeps it easy
keeps you safe for the moment. (living in denail)
As you're walking away (leaving in pain, alone)
your foot steps get louder. (as u walk away to them)
All you needed was time (to cope, to adjust)
now time will destroy us. (slowly eating me away)

It will all be over and here we are
we're stuck inside this salted earth together.
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.

You watch me bleed. (this pain in me)
You watch me bleed. (this pain in me)

I gave you everything but die with a smile
all you wanted was to live for a while
you took everything but it left you empty (why...why..)
you can't replace me, you can't.

It's almost over and here we are
we're stuck inside this salted earth together.
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.

You watch me bleed.
You watch me bleed.

It will all be over and here we are
we'll die inside this salted earth together.
You'll pierce my lungs
my limbs go numb
as my colors fade out.

You watch me bleed.
You watch me bleed.
You watch me bleed.
You watch me bleed.