T Y P E C A S T

So what's the point in all of this?
When you will never change
The days have passed
The weather's changed
Should I be sorry?
Could I be sorry?
I did it all, all for you
Hoping you could see
Your eyes are dull
Your hands are clenched
Are we ready?
Are we ready?
But you
You think about yourself
Only but yourself
But what about
Unlonely nights, romantic moments
The love, the love
What about them?
Throw it all away
You know me well
You know it's wrong
Then what is it you feel?
You hide behind those perfect smiles
It won't fool me
Because you already did

how it goes

spent my entire day playing psp... lol... i gotta do something wif my life... hahaha

mom's sambal was great... n curry puffs... mmm.. so yummy.. swallowed 12 of it for lunch... haha.. pretty much occupied wif games.. and feeling slpy...

jus finished playing jane, my bass.. 1 hr... i was shocked at the veins popping outta my arms wen i was done... OMG!!!!!!!!!!! wat the hellz....

haha... kinda feel abit better after the practice.. slowly training my fingering and plucking... every 2 days i guess.. tml is off to the lib i go.. got 2 books sia overdue... oh gosh...

den maybe tml i play jane again... friday got dinner... den sat also... mmmm.. foood..... foood... had a new combination i found out today... but i dunno whether will work.. redbull n chocolate... keeps u awake.. gonna try it tml... while playing my game... hopes i dun get stomach probs cos of it. dots...


back to pspppppppppppppppppp.................

a piece of memory

i was walking home today

heys, i was walking home today...

then i realise.. so many empty holes on ppl nowadays..

love the rain by the way.. reminds u of the time wen u need someone to warm u up.. to fix u up.. and prep u for wat... hohoho.. i realise the temp makes it so hard to get up sometimes.. mmm... sleep till afternoon sia..

hohoho... evil me... baby played wif my fon.. i rem she came to my bed and poke me... haha.. so sleepy...

so nice... she's a cute little thing... always surrounded by loving ppl.... hohoho.. poke n squeeze her cheeks..

anyway, back to the topic.... ppl are so tied down to stuff nowadays.. i feel pity sometimes for ppl ard me.. lol.. cept for my mom... she relaxed sia.. hahaha.. sit at home watch tv.. talk on fon.. cool... but poor her.. no one acc her.. hmmm.. will think of something for tat...


anyway, my gig was great yest... atc was great... aum was superb.. yea... solid lor... atc bassist was from postbox... so young.. so talented... so was aum bassist.. shahdan.. i was in awe lor wen in watched them... so feel.. so in the feel i mean... can like open mouth for ten minutes...

hahaha so motivated to move on... ok time to start practicing... so motivated... mmmm... the stage was great... so filled wif lights... imagine filled wif lights in ur face wen ur playing... then cant see the crowd cos u too blinded by the lights.. first time feeling claustrophobic.. sap... spell correct... lol... use dictionary one... hahaha den feel like very hard to relax one...

den my bro say, if baybeats, it'll be like tat... i was like... wow.... nice sia.... hard eh to enjoy on stage... so riled up for gigs... its been a while since i been to gigs... its great... AUM was great... not great... amazing.. superb... solid... words are hard to describe...

ok here's something for memory.. when u feel down... jus watch this..

mmmm back

mmmmm... back...

mmmm... so slpy.. the past few weeks had been hectic... went away for a while... only my close army frens know.. had to go away for a while... end up i got my termination letter... or so called email.. dropz~~

urgh.. kena terminated... anyway... gotta return my stuffs...

have to focus on other stuffs... hmm.. so hard to focus... ish... damn it... damn.... kesou... now gotta find new jobs... job... eek...

argh.... back to jane... missed playing her for a week.. so long... polished her... rubbed her... hehe.. so smooth... tot some new notes to add to the current songs... eeekk.. so chim.. but hopefully it feels nice...

haha... dum ti dum.. got my final fantasy colletion.. yay!!!
mmm so inspired wif the songs... finally.. after 7 yrs... after yrs of hearing the songs... i finally got it.. yessa....

pretty much nothing... waiting for the team outing this month... dunno wen.. hmmm.. long time nvr go... meet them... yikes...

maybe ur too old to rem

lying on my bed these 3 days. mmmmm.. sometimes its good to really do nothing.. but then again, not really healthy.. haha..

life's too short to be someone else..
life's too short to be too serious..
life's too short to not have fun..
life's too short to not treasure the ppl ard u..

so many thingies.. ever hear these words... i have.. said some of them at some point of time, actually.

smiles~~

so much free time.. i went thru my sketchbooks n notepads.. so much drawings n poems.. yes, i do write poems.. last time.. haha.. i was so emo last time.. perhaps romantic..

fallen in love so many times.. so many facts tat ppl wonder.. so many faces of truth ppl choose to believe..

i guess there's only one slogan i'd live by... " life's too short to not say wat you wan to say.."


lately i've gotten comments abt my tots.. haha.. i guess i'll credit tat to my readings.. read alot last time.. nerd.. lol... baka..
its a new start now.. a whole new life..
maybe a few years back, i'd be childish enuff to believe all those stuffs..
the way to act.. mhmmhm...
i nvr lost hope actly..
but now i've found someone... all the memories of the past.. cant be compared to now...
although it feels more home n safe, i'll come running to u..


i guess tats wat it really is.. finding someone who can make u happy..
the only feeling u wld wan to last.. happiness=sadness... dun trust in tat..
believe in the hope tat u'll smile more.. u'll love more.. not wen it will end..


maybe as much as i wan to poke her cheeks, perhaps i'll jus imagine.. hehe...