ok weird....
MISS YOU...........................
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Sounds of the Earth
Come on
Come away with me
To test the time~~~~
Feel all of ur pride
Takes the pain away
It takes everything
Ever still
Fall and swim to the fog
Just stop to see the ass i am (oh yeah~~~)
Just stop to say the ass i am (oh yeah~~~)
To trust the time~~~
In line with love~~~
Just stop everything (oh~~~)
It takes everything (let me know~~~)
Ever still (like you~~~)
Fall and swim to the fog
The sun will shine the sky ( when im with you )
The wind will stop and time will stand still ( when im with you )
When im with you
oOps i suddenly had the thrill to write something.... :)
its something new... all screamin and crying out... abit abstract... abit musical... :)
nothing much.... peace settled down... lights flashing about.... oh man i for got do something..... stars......... hugs, luv.....
Come away with me
To test the time~~~~
Feel all of ur pride
Takes the pain away
It takes everything
Ever still
Fall and swim to the fog
Just stop to see the ass i am (oh yeah~~~)
Just stop to say the ass i am (oh yeah~~~)
To trust the time~~~
In line with love~~~
Just stop everything (oh~~~)
It takes everything (let me know~~~)
Ever still (like you~~~)
Fall and swim to the fog
The sun will shine the sky ( when im with you )
The wind will stop and time will stand still ( when im with you )
When im with you
oOps i suddenly had the thrill to write something.... :)
its something new... all screamin and crying out... abit abstract... abit musical... :)
nothing much.... peace settled down... lights flashing about.... oh man i for got do something..... stars......... hugs, luv.....
Saturday, January 26, 2008
come wat may
zzz.... tired.... shag..... slp....
jus got home from trio outin... funz.... great... haha...
my tummy slowly getting bigger....
come wat may.... im gonna eat... hungry..... tml work again.... go shah go!
slowly killing my brain cells by saying so.... yosh....
good luck.....!!!!!!!!!!!
jus got home from trio outin... funz.... great... haha...
my tummy slowly getting bigger....
come wat may.... im gonna eat... hungry..... tml work again.... go shah go!
slowly killing my brain cells by saying so.... yosh....
good luck.....!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, January 25, 2008
like the stars above
text out
hands typing wat the hearts' have to say
text in
eyes read what the hearts' waiting to hear
with smiles each time
2 figures strolling by
tress rustle in the twilight
its enough for these 2
separation makes the mind imagine wat ur doing
reaching out to stand beside u again
waking up to each text
simple bliss enough to make me smile
always
like the 3 stars in the sky
worn on the great warrior, orion,
simply enuff to say how much u mean to me.
i miss you....
1....
2....
3...
hands typing wat the hearts' have to say
text in
eyes read what the hearts' waiting to hear
with smiles each time
2 figures strolling by
tress rustle in the twilight
its enough for these 2
separation makes the mind imagine wat ur doing
reaching out to stand beside u again
waking up to each text
simple bliss enough to make me smile
always
like the 3 stars in the sky
worn on the great warrior, orion,
simply enuff to say how much u mean to me.
i miss you....
1....
2....
3...
Everyone surround me....
finally its friday. so busy nowadays. so tired also. wah!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tml work morning. then go out. then the next day work 16 hrs......................... CAN I SLEEP FOREVER?
haha... kidding. penat sia. i gotta rest my eyes at every opportunity i can. haha. bus ride. train ride. wat other rides??? cab ride? no money for cab la.............. hahaha........
so long never write.... reasons.... ok lets go thru the reasons....
first i work non stop.... stupid work.....
second my mom comeback from overseas.... happy like freak.. finally home food....
third i dunno i jus wanna fill this number up.....
fourth i lazy to log in to write...... lazy person by nature....
fifth i lazy to think wat to write.... lazy again.....
sixth maybe i got something better to do.....
seven i'd rather meet my love.....
eight i'd rather say i'd rather.....
nine ok this is getting nonsense
so yea.. thats my bunch of reasons to why i was gone.... haha.... rather rather... nonsense.... so update time.. hmmm, nothing much.... work alot... management at work getting nonsense.. wanna quit but dun wanna quit....
so many things to consider. but im glad im not alone. got my frens. YAY!!! crazy.....
next month going on holiday wif family... yay!!!! can go shopping... after i settle my money probs... hahaha... sorry frens. i love u lots.... :)
feb coming lei.... got to finish one imp assignment.... oro........ still confused abt stuff... my studies... orooooooo........
che me pan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
penis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i just felt like saying penis.... why? cannot? blueks...
lol.... crazy mood........ haiz..... wen ar i can tell? hehe.... baka.... confession? yess.... hehe..... wen wen wen.... miss u............. my deer..... hehehe... deer..... dear la...........
tml work morning. then go out. then the next day work 16 hrs......................... CAN I SLEEP FOREVER?
haha... kidding. penat sia. i gotta rest my eyes at every opportunity i can. haha. bus ride. train ride. wat other rides??? cab ride? no money for cab la.............. hahaha........
so long never write.... reasons.... ok lets go thru the reasons....
first i work non stop.... stupid work.....
second my mom comeback from overseas.... happy like freak.. finally home food....
third i dunno i jus wanna fill this number up.....
fourth i lazy to log in to write...... lazy person by nature....
fifth i lazy to think wat to write.... lazy again.....
sixth maybe i got something better to do.....
seven i'd rather meet my love.....
eight i'd rather say i'd rather.....
nine ok this is getting nonsense
so yea.. thats my bunch of reasons to why i was gone.... haha.... rather rather... nonsense.... so update time.. hmmm, nothing much.... work alot... management at work getting nonsense.. wanna quit but dun wanna quit....
so many things to consider. but im glad im not alone. got my frens. YAY!!! crazy.....
next month going on holiday wif family... yay!!!! can go shopping... after i settle my money probs... hahaha... sorry frens. i love u lots.... :)
feb coming lei.... got to finish one imp assignment.... oro........ still confused abt stuff... my studies... orooooooo........
che me pan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
penis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok i just felt like saying penis.... why? cannot? blueks...
lol.... crazy mood........ haiz..... wen ar i can tell? hehe.... baka.... confession? yess.... hehe..... wen wen wen.... miss u............. my deer..... hehehe... deer..... dear la...........
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Bury Your Head
Its time to activate ignition 2.
i finally got ignition 1 done. its time for part 2 to complete. time to make changes to the original blueprint.
today was a sleepy day. but nothing to get myself lazy wif. i have to settle alot of stuff today. its the start of the second phase. thnks for the early msg. i appreciate it, luv.....
so what have we done in line to mark urself in ur own life?
so wat have we done to make ourselves a little bit happier?
i stand here alone. no, not alone. with ppl i care abt. :) i wun let go.
maybe someday i'll be something more than this. just know i'll never tell. :)
finally the wait is over for me. its been one year. time to return to my old self...................
i finally got ignition 1 done. its time for part 2 to complete. time to make changes to the original blueprint.
today was a sleepy day. but nothing to get myself lazy wif. i have to settle alot of stuff today. its the start of the second phase. thnks for the early msg. i appreciate it, luv.....
so what have we done in line to mark urself in ur own life?
so wat have we done to make ourselves a little bit happier?
i stand here alone. no, not alone. with ppl i care abt. :) i wun let go.
maybe someday i'll be something more than this. just know i'll never tell. :)
IN MEMORIES OF AN OLD FRIEND
"Seven Years"
Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends
I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
Seven years you assured me
that I'd be fine if I complied
only push the way off to fight you
(only push the way off to fight you)
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends
I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
Don't treat me, I'm to blame (sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure)
Don't treat me like I ever accused you
[x5]
"Seven Years"
Taking on seven years
the holy ghost had left alone
Test my arms, kick like crazy
I've been trying way too long
only push the way off to fight you
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends
I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
Seven years you assured me
that I'd be fine if I complied
only push the way off to fight you
(only push the way off to fight you)
Now I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure
Getting off my chest
the story ends
I would find a way without...
Tell him his eyes see too clear
I would find a way without you
Tell him his eyes see too clear
That mistake was gold
I know that without you
is something that I could never do
That was why staple the eyes and
seven dates for me to sell machines
and tear on
Don't treat me, I'm to blame (sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not sure)
Don't treat me like I ever accused you
[x5]
finally the wait is over for me. its been one year. time to return to my old self...................
Friday, January 18, 2008
prediction???
i was doing my frenster.. then i came across this.... weird.... maybe something i used to do..... try to check out urs....
| You Should Play the Piano |
 You are a true music aficionado who loves many musical style and eras. You find music to be an escape. And you'd like to be relaxed and comfortable when you're making it. You're very innovative, and you have a unique way of knowing what may sound beautiful. There's a strong possibility that you could compose some of your own work songs quite easily. While you have a lot of creative energy, you are also serious and conscientious. Your musical talent needs time, practice, and lots of privacy to flourish. Your dominant personality characteristic: your painstaking attention to detail Your secondary personality characteristic: your natural tendency to be whimsical |
Thursday, January 17, 2008
words of yesterday......
i miss my niece.....hehehe....so cute...."we'll lose some win some... wen it comes down to it, we still win, from experience............"
i was shocked. baffled. stunned. i continued reading the words that followed these phrase.
it was simple but full of meaning. im shocked it came from a 19 yr old.
so much wisdom and positive energy. it doesnt matter if he din get wat he wan. all he knew was tat he tried his best to get it. his dreams. he tried his best to go for it, never letting go. putting the one he loves instead of himself. ignoring fatigue and sickness and poverty.....
no matter wat, he'll do his best to get wat he wans. such selfishness. such energy. wen i imagine this, or even if normal ppl imagine this, they would think," such stupidity!!!".
such idiocy!
such a waste of time!
but upon further pondering, i realise how stupid i/ we were to say such things.
only one question will answer why i said so:
"will you ever dare to do the same to get what you want?"
my reply was, i know i will.....
Monday, January 14, 2008
dreams
my fren said.... shah are you ok???
there are many reason why he'd say tat. i wun blame him.
"shah you look monotonous lately....."
i cant blame tat also....
"shah what happened?"
nothing much i guess.....
so many qns to make me think further wats the matter wif me. or is it ppl ard me. i think i shld describe y dey said so.
coming to work looking like zombie each time... tired.... quiet.... fierce... ok, dun blame me for not being talkative... i jus dun feel like talking.... dunno y lei.... den walk walk walk.... work work work... beginning to like work... beginning to talk to myself.... not crazy ppl. jus ask myself stuff.... den laugh... haha.... ok... weird....
then suddenly my break i wan to go exercise... cannot mei... jus work out for a while... sweat.... ok wat.... nothing wrong.....
den work non-stop also.... ok wat....
den ask abt dreams n ambition... like wld u go tat far for the dreams.... i mean how far wld u go.... wat if u fail.... i mean wld it be an upsetting thing.....
if its tat impossible... like its not gonna happen.... i mean, its not tat it cant be done.... its just tat..... its unlikely....
what wld u do dear readers?
think of success... or fear?
i too slpy to cont..... zzzzzzzzzzzzz
give me a sign................ pls............... now..............
there are many reason why he'd say tat. i wun blame him.
"shah you look monotonous lately....."
i cant blame tat also....
"shah what happened?"
nothing much i guess.....
so many qns to make me think further wats the matter wif me. or is it ppl ard me. i think i shld describe y dey said so.
coming to work looking like zombie each time... tired.... quiet.... fierce... ok, dun blame me for not being talkative... i jus dun feel like talking.... dunno y lei.... den walk walk walk.... work work work... beginning to like work... beginning to talk to myself.... not crazy ppl. jus ask myself stuff.... den laugh... haha.... ok... weird....
then suddenly my break i wan to go exercise... cannot mei... jus work out for a while... sweat.... ok wat.... nothing wrong.....
den work non-stop also.... ok wat....
den ask abt dreams n ambition... like wld u go tat far for the dreams.... i mean how far wld u go.... wat if u fail.... i mean wld it be an upsetting thing.....
if its tat impossible... like its not gonna happen.... i mean, its not tat it cant be done.... its just tat..... its unlikely....
what wld u do dear readers?
think of success... or fear?
i too slpy to cont..... zzzzzzzzzzzzz
give me a sign................ pls............... now..............
Saturday, January 12, 2008
post busy heavy day
post afa's celebration birthday.... movie abt american gangster....
nice thinking show....
nice....
go catch it for u intelligent ppl...
got home late as u can see. glad tat mom is finally home. time to start.
with the burden finally lifted, i've planned out my outings. so many ppl to meet. so little time. MAKE TIME. gonna figure the list further later at work. in an hours time i'd have to prepare for work. hahaha. crazy shit i tell u.
im not surprised i did move along. i mean go. wat comes ard goes ard.
will be hoping to meet marc soon. left him out today. stopping the s.i.a. attitude.
cant blame. im so getting lesser and lesser of it recently.
saint is back. from a long slumber, i finally met him. missed him. all his decisiveness.
in time my fren in time.
soon it'll be time to physically start running ard.
all the post change activities, its gonna be fun ppl.....
nr 8 was super fast today. strangely.
im glad it was.
somethings need to be done.
i got 1 week to prepare.
the whole year to finish.
its gonna be a gggggooooooooooooooddddd year, my frens.
im not gonna get old, baka.
tiredy sleepy zomby. hahaha. tat wasnt even a word. too bad i'll only get to see qalieshah wen i get back from work tml. so cuteeee.
work is essential. so is sleep.
so sleep in everywer i can. bus. train. toilet. lift. climb stairs. sitting down. shitting. everywer. haha. make up for lost time. so i gtg. i'll blog tml nite. if i can still wake up. still got something in the morning. orooooooo................. monday morning so draggy.
nice thinking show....
nice....
go catch it for u intelligent ppl...
got home late as u can see. glad tat mom is finally home. time to start.
with the burden finally lifted, i've planned out my outings. so many ppl to meet. so little time. MAKE TIME. gonna figure the list further later at work. in an hours time i'd have to prepare for work. hahaha. crazy shit i tell u.
im not surprised i did move along. i mean go. wat comes ard goes ard.
will be hoping to meet marc soon. left him out today. stopping the s.i.a. attitude.
cant blame. im so getting lesser and lesser of it recently.
saint is back. from a long slumber, i finally met him. missed him. all his decisiveness.
in time my fren in time.
soon it'll be time to physically start running ard.
all the post change activities, its gonna be fun ppl.....
nr 8 was super fast today. strangely.
im glad it was.
somethings need to be done.
i got 1 week to prepare.
the whole year to finish.
its gonna be a gggggooooooooooooooddddd year, my frens.
im not gonna get old, baka.
tiredy sleepy zomby. hahaha. tat wasnt even a word. too bad i'll only get to see qalieshah wen i get back from work tml. so cuteeee.
work is essential. so is sleep.
so sleep in everywer i can. bus. train. toilet. lift. climb stairs. sitting down. shitting. everywer. haha. make up for lost time. so i gtg. i'll blog tml nite. if i can still wake up. still got something in the morning. orooooooo................. monday morning so draggy.
Thursday, January 10, 2008
happy birthday
in accordance to my brother of war..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
oops... tat makes me forget marc.... shit... OK THEN... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE WHO I DIN WISH ON THIS BLOG......
ok tat was stupid.... seriously.....
anyway.... jus got home from work.... haha... wats new.... thinking of todays and tmls plan....
so many things to do.... oh no....
am i gonna be running again this month... pls dun.... i think its kinda fun actly...
yare yare.... i sat down in darkness, thinking... wat am i doing in the dark?
the fondness of darkness has been der since i was a kid.... wen i see the sun i'd like "EEEEEK! I'M MELTING!!!!!!"
well, i din actly say tat.... i only tot of it each time i saw the sun..... haha... i think ppl wld think im a vamp.... plus my 2 vampire like fang teeth....
dun bother to observe the next time u see me.... i'd be biting ur head instead of ur neck....
OOPS.... i forget abt eugene... oh man....
shit... pangsei again... hahaha... wari wari... treat u again...
shit....
hate being busy... so poor thing.... i have to reschedule.... oooorrroooooooooooo......
hehe... so much to my crazy ot attacking at work.... plans for distraction of programs..... meeting ppl... hehe... busy man kater kan.... bluekssss.... busy my ass.....
busy superman....
lol....
so i sat der in the darkness.... ( sorry for the back track )..... lol..... i look at the darkness... i smiled.....
"its 2008 and you're already so bad" a fren said to me....
i pondered at tat.... hmmm, is it? i dunno. im jus having fun making ppl smile..... no offense.... just smile and tats all u need. understand?
kinda worried abt someone..... oro... dai jo bu?
stars n raindrops.....
cold breeze passin by....
cats n dogs.....
i'll sing a lullaby....
des no signs to show....
no words to say....
just faith believe....
i'll just reach out my hand......
oooo... hows tat.... nice rite... something crappy i tot of.... must have lesser slp... so can crap more.... haha....
omg.... my rec jus fractured his head.... oh shit.... bad news early in the morning... wif my positiveness acting up... i hope his ok.... yare yare.... YEEEEEEEEE KKKKKKIIIIIIIAAAAAAATTT!!!!!!!!!!!
ok... wat was tat abt.... jus felt like saying the rec's name..... haha... like some long lost lover sia...
shit... now gotta cancel some plans... long time nvr see them.... my jc batch....
ok i have to rest.... hopefully later goes as planned.... wari wari.... i shld have been der.... im gonna be....
pieces i should have picked up....
oops... tat makes me forget marc.... shit... OK THEN... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EVERYONE WHO I DIN WISH ON THIS BLOG......
ok tat was stupid.... seriously.....
anyway.... jus got home from work.... haha... wats new.... thinking of todays and tmls plan....
so many things to do.... oh no....
am i gonna be running again this month... pls dun.... i think its kinda fun actly...
yare yare.... i sat down in darkness, thinking... wat am i doing in the dark?
the fondness of darkness has been der since i was a kid.... wen i see the sun i'd like "EEEEEK! I'M MELTING!!!!!!"
well, i din actly say tat.... i only tot of it each time i saw the sun..... haha... i think ppl wld think im a vamp.... plus my 2 vampire like fang teeth....
dun bother to observe the next time u see me.... i'd be biting ur head instead of ur neck....
OOPS.... i forget abt eugene... oh man....
shit... pangsei again... hahaha... wari wari... treat u again...
shit....
hate being busy... so poor thing.... i have to reschedule.... oooorrroooooooooooo......
hehe... so much to my crazy ot attacking at work.... plans for distraction of programs..... meeting ppl... hehe... busy man kater kan.... bluekssss.... busy my ass.....
busy superman....lol....
so i sat der in the darkness.... ( sorry for the back track )..... lol..... i look at the darkness... i smiled.....
"its 2008 and you're already so bad" a fren said to me....
i pondered at tat.... hmmm, is it? i dunno. im jus having fun making ppl smile..... no offense.... just smile and tats all u need. understand?
kinda worried abt someone..... oro... dai jo bu?
stars n raindrops.....
cold breeze passin by....
cats n dogs.....
i'll sing a lullaby....
des no signs to show....
no words to say....
just faith believe....
i'll just reach out my hand......
oooo... hows tat.... nice rite... something crappy i tot of.... must have lesser slp... so can crap more.... haha....
omg.... my rec jus fractured his head.... oh shit.... bad news early in the morning... wif my positiveness acting up... i hope his ok.... yare yare.... YEEEEEEEEE KKKKKKIIIIIIIAAAAAAATTT!!!!!!!!!!!
ok... wat was tat abt.... jus felt like saying the rec's name..... haha... like some long lost lover sia...
shit... now gotta cancel some plans... long time nvr see them.... my jc batch....
ok i have to rest.... hopefully later goes as planned.... wari wari.... i shld have been der.... im gonna be....
pieces i should have picked up....
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
a thursday like this
phew.... finally had my breakfast.....
i cant believe i washed my toilet...... fried some roti telur ( um, egg bread???)...... did the laundry.... cooked maggi.... bathed.... all in like 2 and a 1/2 hrs.... omg.....
haha... must thnk my power nap....
was so in the mood of washing the disgusting toilet of mine... wasnt actually disgusting... jus felt like re-arranging all the stuff.... soap n all..... gosh... reminded me of my kids days... yearly duty to clean the whole house.... n not forgetting army days.... batch after batch toilet cleaning.... hahaha.....
wash wash happily to the sound of smokes and mirrors..... then i opened the sewer hole... u know the one in the toilet..... then i forget my water was like flowing like waterfall.... then...... PLUP!!!!!!
my brush dropped in!!!!! bakayaro.... n der it was... floating in sewer water.... i was like WWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!
"nice one shah....." i tot to myself.....
"baka...." i said......
i had to reach into the hole sia..... the depth was like until my elbow.... eurghhhh.... disgusting man.... i jus laugh to myself after tat... hahaha.....
blasting music and cooking.... i was like yeah... this is the life.... weee.... cooking my fav fast food of all..... ROTI TELUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yummy....... golden... yellow..... and sweet egg...... delicious my frens.... i'll cook for u one day..... hahaha..... i was in awe of the golden bread...... so crispy.... so seducing..... mmmmmmmmmmm..... roti telurrrrrrrrrrr......
hehe.... crazy....... ate only one.... the rest is for sis and bro..... haiz.... slping i guess..... sis ate one n went off to schl... haha... saw the yummy look she had wen eating it.... hwahahaha..... the great cook..... SHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol...... who's the man? huh? who's the man?
haha... all tat n drying out my laundry.... haha... n cook my own maggi.... mmmmmmmmm...... magggiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...... hahaha... special maggi...... hahaha...... n iced water.... ah.... essential of my morning meal.... nice.... hahaha... mom is so gonna freak out if she know wat i have been feeding myself..... lucky not fat.... phew...
now relaxing....
later double shift again.... :).... ok wat am i smiling... its gonna be freaking tired lor.... haven slp... bakayaro.... wat to do.... so energetic cos not enuff slp.....
phew.... lucky i can blog in the morn.... so not at home.... at nite i mean... hahaha... oro.....
i cant believe i washed my toilet...... fried some roti telur ( um, egg bread???)...... did the laundry.... cooked maggi.... bathed.... all in like 2 and a 1/2 hrs.... omg.....
haha... must thnk my power nap....
was so in the mood of washing the disgusting toilet of mine... wasnt actually disgusting... jus felt like re-arranging all the stuff.... soap n all..... gosh... reminded me of my kids days... yearly duty to clean the whole house.... n not forgetting army days.... batch after batch toilet cleaning.... hahaha.....
wash wash happily to the sound of smokes and mirrors..... then i opened the sewer hole... u know the one in the toilet..... then i forget my water was like flowing like waterfall.... then...... PLUP!!!!!!
my brush dropped in!!!!! bakayaro.... n der it was... floating in sewer water.... i was like WWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!
"nice one shah....." i tot to myself.....
"baka...." i said......
i had to reach into the hole sia..... the depth was like until my elbow.... eurghhhh.... disgusting man.... i jus laugh to myself after tat... hahaha.....
blasting music and cooking.... i was like yeah... this is the life.... weee.... cooking my fav fast food of all..... ROTI TELUR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yummy....... golden... yellow..... and sweet egg...... delicious my frens.... i'll cook for u one day..... hahaha..... i was in awe of the golden bread...... so crispy.... so seducing..... mmmmmmmmmmm..... roti telurrrrrrrrrrr......
hehe.... crazy....... ate only one.... the rest is for sis and bro..... haiz.... slping i guess..... sis ate one n went off to schl... haha... saw the yummy look she had wen eating it.... hwahahaha..... the great cook..... SHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol...... who's the man? huh? who's the man?
haha... all tat n drying out my laundry.... haha... n cook my own maggi.... mmmmmmmmm...... magggiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...... hahaha... special maggi...... hahaha...... n iced water.... ah.... essential of my morning meal.... nice.... hahaha... mom is so gonna freak out if she know wat i have been feeding myself..... lucky not fat.... phew...
now relaxing....
later double shift again.... :).... ok wat am i smiling... its gonna be freaking tired lor.... haven slp... bakayaro.... wat to do.... so energetic cos not enuff slp.....
phew.... lucky i can blog in the morn.... so not at home.... at nite i mean... hahaha... oro.....
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
stars and raindrops
relaxed day after all. just like tat my tuesday was gone. its happening again. the blurred scenes. none the matter i tot.
so i woke up late, to go and get my plant. haha. bonsai plant. i think its bonzai. forget the spelling. hehe. chillz. ate prata. relaxed.
amidst the stars and raindrops, i rem the touch. wari.... i love to talk.... went home to some song compo... long time nvr do tat.
must be the insomnia. it kicks in. some good words given to marcz. hope life is going great bro. yet another busy week. its been tat way so far.. only a few more days.. in time. in time.
hope my work buddy is doing wellz.
im well thru bleach... going to 150 now.... i loved 141..... inoue.... if only der was one......
so i woke up late, to go and get my plant. haha. bonsai plant. i think its bonzai. forget the spelling. hehe. chillz. ate prata. relaxed.
amidst the stars and raindrops, i rem the touch. wari.... i love to talk.... went home to some song compo... long time nvr do tat.
must be the insomnia. it kicks in. some good words given to marcz. hope life is going great bro. yet another busy week. its been tat way so far.. only a few more days.. in time. in time.
hope my work buddy is doing wellz.
im well thru bleach... going to 150 now.... i loved 141..... inoue.... if only der was one......
" ...... throught these 5 lives, fall in love with the same person......"
Sunday, January 6, 2008
Saturday, January 5, 2008
crazy saturday
jus got home from kalaokay!!!
this week was the treat week for ppl i know. treat marc n nur, afa n lil's n fishy, my whole family and forgettin eugene. haha. a new year to thank the ppl i know. haha.
worked c shift yest. my last shift together wif kart. the first person i had lunch wif at nozomi. fun. i wun get to see him at work anymore, i guess. but most prob will organize more stuff to gather all of my frens.
met eugene at 1pm onli to be late for my pick up. the chicken rice was great. i shld eat der more often. talked crap. exchanged life stories. too bad i was late for my pick u p, if not i'd stay n chilled. some other time i guess.
wen for my last jammin wif my band. i cant believe it was the last. haiz. guess its time. tots of qns appeared in my head in abundance. the onli relieve i cld have was jus watch the rain drops.
rushed to meet the brothers for dinner n shopping. ate. sang. went home. great time i had.
sometimes in life, ppl think negatively. well, most of the time. ppl get blinded by words tat dey heard. words tat are true. words tat are false. living ard in these days makes u wonder who to really depend on.
jus rem a kid. a cute chubby kid. no rem a baby. will u smile if u see the baby? wat if the baby scolded u vulgar? will u still smile? wat if its ur baby?
bottom line - the mind controls everything. the body acts in accordance wif the mind. however, most of the time the mind and the heart clashes. wic always comes to the qn of wat most ppl finds it difficult to fulfill - "what do you want? what do you really want?"
try asking urself this qn. do it. do the things u wan. hard ain it? its the most hardest thing u will ever do in your entire life. be selfish. be networking. be friendly. to combine these many elements in life, tat is the most greatest achievement in life. well one of the most.
clear the heart. sort the mind. rest the body. everything will go smoothly. read n be enlightened.
this week was the treat week for ppl i know. treat marc n nur, afa n lil's n fishy, my whole family and forgettin eugene. haha. a new year to thank the ppl i know. haha.
worked c shift yest. my last shift together wif kart. the first person i had lunch wif at nozomi. fun. i wun get to see him at work anymore, i guess. but most prob will organize more stuff to gather all of my frens.
met eugene at 1pm onli to be late for my pick up. the chicken rice was great. i shld eat der more often. talked crap. exchanged life stories. too bad i was late for my pick u p, if not i'd stay n chilled. some other time i guess.
wen for my last jammin wif my band. i cant believe it was the last. haiz. guess its time. tots of qns appeared in my head in abundance. the onli relieve i cld have was jus watch the rain drops.
rushed to meet the brothers for dinner n shopping. ate. sang. went home. great time i had.
sometimes in life, ppl think negatively. well, most of the time. ppl get blinded by words tat dey heard. words tat are true. words tat are false. living ard in these days makes u wonder who to really depend on.
jus rem a kid. a cute chubby kid. no rem a baby. will u smile if u see the baby? wat if the baby scolded u vulgar? will u still smile? wat if its ur baby?
bottom line - the mind controls everything. the body acts in accordance wif the mind. however, most of the time the mind and the heart clashes. wic always comes to the qn of wat most ppl finds it difficult to fulfill - "what do you want? what do you really want?"
try asking urself this qn. do it. do the things u wan. hard ain it? its the most hardest thing u will ever do in your entire life. be selfish. be networking. be friendly. to combine these many elements in life, tat is the most greatest achievement in life. well one of the most.
clear the heart. sort the mind. rest the body. everything will go smoothly. read n be enlightened.
Thursday, January 3, 2008
back to the old times
sitting here. tired. shag. tired. shag zombie.
i jus got home from shopping wif nurz. guitar shopping. bought a strap for myself. happy. glad. tired. we chillz n crapz after tat. man i hate starbucks. coffee bean needs more branches.
im tired of eating mocha frapps manz. gozzzd.
so cutez. baby. tired ar. tired. so tired. hehe. ok. not smiling. abitz shag. ok not abit. damn shag.
haha. call me crazy. work this morn at 7am to 3pm. then straight to city hall till 7pm. reach home at 830pm. then go work at 10pm again.
can u imagine i slp in the train, then i jerked myself awake? i actly banged my head on the glass panel sia!!!!!!!!!!!
BAM!!!!
den i the lady beside me was like shocked. practically everyone ard me. haha. i was like wat the, then i rubbed my head. haha. act cute. but ok la. then i looked outside to see wer i was. i wanna go back slp SEKALI i got onli one more stop to change station. cant slp sia. i action slp onli then wen door open step wake up. haha.
abeh walk back from bukit batok super energetic sia. must be the music. haha. dumb AAA batts din last long sia. ish. poor ears of mine. no more music. den blast on the way back. oro.... tired....
i dunno y i dun wan to log in. sekali got jane talk in my chat box. haha. weird. siaper sak. haha. ok tat means who sia.
MALAY TRANSLATION LESSON
SIAPER SIAK = WHO SIA
SIAPER = WHO
SIAK = SIA
ok tat ends todays lesson. hahaha.
i need slp. to slp. baka. walau lazy to link lei.
i jus got home from shopping wif nurz. guitar shopping. bought a strap for myself. happy. glad. tired. we chillz n crapz after tat. man i hate starbucks. coffee bean needs more branches.
im tired of eating mocha frapps manz. gozzzd.
so cutez. baby. tired ar. tired. so tired. hehe. ok. not smiling. abitz shag. ok not abit. damn shag.
haha. call me crazy. work this morn at 7am to 3pm. then straight to city hall till 7pm. reach home at 830pm. then go work at 10pm again.
can u imagine i slp in the train, then i jerked myself awake? i actly banged my head on the glass panel sia!!!!!!!!!!!
BAM!!!!
den i the lady beside me was like shocked. practically everyone ard me. haha. i was like wat the, then i rubbed my head. haha. act cute. but ok la. then i looked outside to see wer i was. i wanna go back slp SEKALI i got onli one more stop to change station. cant slp sia. i action slp onli then wen door open step wake up. haha.
abeh walk back from bukit batok super energetic sia. must be the music. haha. dumb AAA batts din last long sia. ish. poor ears of mine. no more music. den blast on the way back. oro.... tired....
i dunno y i dun wan to log in. sekali got jane talk in my chat box. haha. weird. siaper sak. haha. ok tat means who sia.
MALAY TRANSLATION LESSON
SIAPER SIAK = WHO SIA
SIAPER = WHO
SIAK = SIA
ok tat ends todays lesson. hahaha.
i need slp. to slp. baka. walau lazy to link lei.
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
ugh!!!
aliens versus predator suckxxxxx.
well at least the fight scenes. super fast forward n skippy. walau. wasted sia. but ok la. watching wif the nozombies always a fun time.
jus got home n gonna meet marc n nur later. owe them a treat sia. haha. afa n fishy also. maybe i'll meet them on sat. :)
well, i think i need some rest. gotta fix my calendar on my phone later. maybe perhaps wen i otw to city hall. i wonder wat to eatz. hopefully marc made it.....
well at least the fight scenes. super fast forward n skippy. walau. wasted sia. but ok la. watching wif the nozombies always a fun time.
jus got home n gonna meet marc n nur later. owe them a treat sia. haha. afa n fishy also. maybe i'll meet them on sat. :)
well, i think i need some rest. gotta fix my calendar on my phone later. maybe perhaps wen i otw to city hall. i wonder wat to eatz. hopefully marc made it.....
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