crazy saturday

jus got home from kalaokay!!!

this week was the treat week for ppl i know. treat marc n nur, afa n lil's n fishy, my whole family and forgettin eugene. haha. a new year to thank the ppl i know. haha.

worked c shift yest. my last shift together wif kart. the first person i had lunch wif at nozomi. fun. i wun get to see him at work anymore, i guess. but most prob will organize more stuff to gather all of my frens.

met eugene at 1pm onli to be late for my pick up. the chicken rice was great. i shld eat der more often. talked crap. exchanged life stories. too bad i was late for my pick u p, if not i'd stay n chilled. some other time i guess.

wen for my last jammin wif my band. i cant believe it was the last. haiz. guess its time. tots of qns appeared in my head in abundance. the onli relieve i cld have was jus watch the rain drops.

rushed to meet the brothers for dinner n shopping. ate. sang. went home. great time i had.

sometimes in life, ppl think negatively. well, most of the time. ppl get blinded by words tat dey heard. words tat are true. words tat are false. living ard in these days makes u wonder who to really depend on.

jus rem a kid. a cute chubby kid. no rem a baby. will u smile if u see the baby? wat if the baby scolded u vulgar? will u still smile? wat if its ur baby?

bottom line - the mind controls everything. the body acts in accordance wif the mind. however, most of the time the mind and the heart clashes. wic always comes to the qn of wat most ppl finds it difficult to fulfill - "what do you want? what do you really want?"

try asking urself this qn. do it. do the things u wan. hard ain it? its the most hardest thing u will ever do in your entire life. be selfish. be networking. be friendly. to combine these many elements in life, tat is the most greatest achievement in life. well one of the most.

clear the heart. sort the mind. rest the body. everything will go smoothly. read n be enlightened.